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I got to the hospital a year ago around this time. It was for the first time in my life and made me feel really vulnerable and very scared. I had a problem with my eyes resulting from some issue with the nerves that could have the variety of reasons starting with a side effect of a cold over multiple sclerosis to cancer.
Those 3 days in the hospital were terrifying as with each doctor's visit I was waiting for one scary possible diagnosis to be confirmed or proved wrong. Being put in the MRT machine and thinking that you might have cancer is very revealing, trust me. On the last day they rejested the last one - possibility of me having a multiple sclerosis and let me go home
Guys! I don't remember being so happy in ages! I was running down the street smiling and crying at the same time looking at the sky, flowers, people and whispering "thank you, thank you, thank you" non-stop! I felt such joy running through my veins, bubbly as champagne and as intoxicating! I kept this condition for quite a time (ok, maybe an amount of cortison pumped in me as precaution was a reason too, but still😜).
So what am I leading to? Now as I feel all sad, and hurt, and unhappy, every morning waking up, like really every single morning, I should bring this feeling of bubbly joy to my body and whisper "THANK YOU"! Thank you for being alive, for being healthy and strong, for being able to breathe, to walk, to see! Thank you for the best family in the world, for friends who would never let me fall, and all the rest? Well, we'll see about that!✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨
What do you want to thank for today?💖 Name just one thing or person! 👇🏻