7 minutes ago
I'm so tired, I can barely describe it, I feel it in every fiber of my being.
I spent the week at a huge work conference and I've had to be what I call "on" all week, I've been interacting with people (both networking and socializing). It's a lot for me. It's so much, hah.
It's funny that when I go to cons the exhaustion is typically only physical. But this is a deep deep mental exhaustion. I think the difference is getting to truly be myself versus having to be a professional, high-energy caricature of myself. Smiles, posture, handshakes, eye contact, showing interest, presenting well...am I coming off as intelligent? Am I making a proper impression? Did I say/do the right things? Did I hear what they said or was I too busy panicking? What was their name again? Anxiety anxiety anxiety.
But...It be like that sometimes, haha ♡
I flexed my social muscles, and while I'm sore at the moment, maybe next time it will hurt less or I'll recover faster. I'll get better at articulating, I'll gain more confidence, I'll find more enjoyment in long conversations and meetings. I'll improve ♡
I hope if you flexed any physical, mental, emotional, or other "muscles" this week, that you feel a bit stronger now~
Keep improving! ♡
📷: @emeraldcoastcosplay thank you for the beautiful shot of my tokoyami
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