48 minutes ago
My soul became monolithic the moment you left.
I know you didn't plan it
I know you couldn't control it.
I just don't accept it.
How can I?
If I accept it then it means I can forgive.
If I forgive then it means I can let go.
I don't want to let go.
I don't want to let go of none of it.
If I do, what then do I have left?
Moving on like you never existed?
Do you know what it's like to love someone,
So much you treat their heart like it was your own? Or
To care for someone so much,
You would literally go to any length for them?
You left without saying your final goodbyes.
I want to hate you but I can't.
I want to blame it all on you but I can't.
I know death took you away.
I know you fought.
I know you are at peace.
So, I should be happy for you.
My heart has become a roller coaster of emotions.
Hate. Love. Sad. Happy. Proud. Disgusted. Irritated.
So much more I don't recognise.
I miss you!
I miss everything.
I miss us!
I'm on the brink of taking my life.
So, wherever you are,
Put up a sign and leave room for me.
I will be right by your side even in death.
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