3 days ago
Today, may you be refreshed in God’s Goodness and inspired by His Love. More than a year ago, I just got out of the hospital. I'm not well enough yet after almost a year undergoing a series of operations, and the pain in my heart increased in intensity. My sin must have been in imagining that I could get still more of truth from the outside. God shows them to us in order to induce us to reflect. All destinies, have been shaped by God. He argued me into giving up my previous plan. Then I turned in on myself, and began a long journey to heal my body and soul. For a long time, painful memories were being raked over to me. To learn that it only takes a few seconds to open profound wounds, and that it takes so much time to heal them. A big challenge is to shift your perspective radically from judgment of other to a lifelong exploration of yourself. In truth, what are anger, sadness, pain but the soul's desire for love? While sadness, grief, and anger are normal reactions to discouraging events, they need to be followed by a plan for recovery. You know and feel the pain, but the desire to no longer continue the suffering is stronger, you started care about yourself to not want to carry the anger or sadness any longer. I moved, changed my lifestyle and exercise routine, and went back to work. The key is maintaining a healthy lifestyle that includes lots of physical activity and proper nutrition, wake up with a refreshed perspective and do something different. Find the confidence to reinvent yourself and take responsibility for your choices in life. It was a long journey but now I no longer wake up every morning feeling angry and bitter. I let go and surrender to greater peace of mind. Nothing but God's own sovereign good pleasure compels Him to love sinners. I've never questioned why I survived, but I'm doing everything I can to repay the people who helped me in my recovery. My belief in God has made a big difference in my life. Yes, I haven't fully recovered yet, but I've been trying, and I have known and believed the love that God has for me.